【ネタバレ】まどか☆マギカ10話 ほむらは後悔をしているか?2011/03/21 05:00:45

やはり予想通りループしていたほむら視点でのネタバレ回。

まず、本当のほむらは、これまでまどかや僕らが見てきた
ほむらとはまったく違いました。
自分に自身のない、気弱で病弱な眼鏡っ娘でした。

・1週目「部外者だったほむら」
彼女は魔法少女ではなく、魔法少女の正体を知ってる友人でしかありませんでした。
一方まどかは、これぞ主人公というような明るく元気な女の子です。
(声の調子まで現在と違いますね。最初違和感を感じたほど。)

そしてほむらは、魔法少女の死。親友の死を迎え、キュゥべえと契約します。
「鹿目さんとの出会いをやり直したい」と。
「彼女に守られるんじゃなくて、彼女を守る私になりたい」と。

キュゥべえ視点では、まどかが魔女になっておらず、欲しかったエネルギーは手に入れられなかったということになります。
(だからこそ、ほむらに目をつけたのでしょう。)


・2週目「真実を見せ付けられたほむら」
魔法少女としてまどかの隣に立てるようになったほむらは幸せそうに見えます。
まどかのためなら、部屋で爆弾調合するくらいお茶の子さいさいです。

しかし、ワルプルギスの夜を倒したところで、まどかのソウルジェムは限界を迎え、
最悪の魔女と化す。
そうして、ほむらだけは魔法少女と魔女の仕組みに気づいてしまったのです。

あ、あと個人的というかみんなそうだと思うけど、セーラー服魔女は気になりすぎるね!


・3週目「まどかに後を託されたほむら」
魔法少女さやか、杏子も登場。
まどかがちょっと今の性格に近づいてくるのはここからでしょうか。

真実を知ったほむらは、そのことをみんなに説明するが、だれも信じない。
それどころか、この時点でもさやかはほむらに対して攻撃的です。
近接攻撃が得意なさやかに文句を言われ、渋々銃を調達するほむら。
そのさやかが魔女化する。
魔女少女と魔女の関係を見せ付けられて、暴走するマミさんとそれを止めたまどか。
誰よりも魔法少女然としたマミさん。
ある意味、魔法少女であることが生きるすべてだったのかもしれません。

ワルプルギスの夜を倒すと、まどかはほむらに後を託し、
魔女になりたくないというまどかの望みを叶えるほむら。


・4週目「救えなかったほむら」
もう誰にも頼らない。
眼鏡を外し、髪を下ろし、そう決意したほむら。
他の魔法少女は登場しません。させません。

ほむらの変化と共に、まどかの性格も大きく変化します。
(今現在のまどかと同じ性格になっているように見えます。)
そして私はここで Fate/Stay night の
「喜べ少年、お前の願いはようやく叶う」
という言峰のセリフを思い出してしまった。
そうです。奇しくも、まどかの性格を変えることで
ほむらの「まどかを守る立場になりたい」という願いは叶ったのです。

しかし、彼女の決意もむなしく、まどかは最強の魔法少女化→最悪の魔女化、
キュゥべえ大勝利という最悪のパターンになってしまう。



やり直す度に悪化する状況。
そうして出来上がった5週目のほむら(現在のほむら)は
まどかを救うことを最優先に動いている。
その瞳を絶望の色に染めながら、まどかだけはと足掻いている。
他を犠牲にしてもまどかを守れればそれでいいと、そう思っている。
でもそれじゃだめなんだ。まどかはそんなことを望んだかい?

ほむらは失敗を繰り返すことで、どんどん周りから、
それこそまどかからも隔絶していった。
例えば、シュタインズ・ゲートのオカリンにおける紅莉栖のような
自分の話を理解してくれる人がいれば違かったでしょう。
しかし、まどか以外に友達もいないほむらにとって、
そのような存在は居らず、一人で抱え込むしかなかったのでしょう。

果たして、そんな彼女に救いはあるのか。
彼女のもっとも大切にしているまどかに救いはあるのか。
あって欲しいと願うことしかできません。

それはそうと、白々しく最後に幸せそうな OP 流すなんて
新房監督はホント、いい性格してますね。ちくしょうめ。

------
3/23
ほむらは後悔をしているか?というタイトルだったのに、
そのことに一切触れていなかったので追記。

後悔なんて、あるわけない。

とは言えないでしょう。

自分を変えようだなんて思わないで。

1話でまどかに浴びせたその言葉は、自分にも向けられたものだったのでしょう。
だって、自分の憧れであったまどかを殺さなくちゃいけなかったんだぜ?
そう、元々は憧れの対称だったんですよね。
それがループを繰り返すうちに親友となり、今は・・・なんなんだろう?
ほむらが一方的に想ってるだけで、少なくともまどかは親友とまでは思っていない。
それでもいいと言い聞かせつつ、8話で見せた素顔。
3週目で見せた自暴自棄っぽい弱音。
ほむらは元々魔女に襲われやすい弱い子。
無理してるに決まってるじゃん。
まどかのために言いたいことすべてを飲み込んでるんだよ。
まだ終わってない。後悔にしたくない。
その思いでがんばっているほむほむマジかわいい。

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